ME, the Libertarian

LIBERTARIANS support maximum liberty in both personal and
economic matters. They advocate a much smaller government; one
that is limited to protecting individuals from coercion and violence.
Libertarians tend to embrace individual responsibility, oppose
government bureaucracy and taxes, promote private charity, tolerate
diverse lifestyles, support the free market, and defend civil liberties.

That, my friend, is me. The LIBERTARIAN (with Conservative leanings...).

I took the test! You cant deny it!

One of THOSE days...

Have you ever had one of those days? One when you'd gladly give almost anything to stop the apin in your head, then it gets worse and you would give anything.... but anyway:

I just had one of those days.

I was focosing on having a "happy" day (what some of you might call it), which made me giddy, and sort of light headed woth the exertion. I got to my second to last class of the day. The first bit was fine, but man dam! halfway through i was POOPED! My head kept hitting the desk and waking me up. Thats what trying to be appy all day does to you, anyway. I was okay except for the tired part, until i got up to go to math. When i stood up i got dizzy and BAM just like that, i had a pounding headache. I sat there, trying to stay awake, fighting the pain in my head while Bennet kept screaming to Mr. D the whole time. FINALLY carpool. My head was feeling better so i went to sit with my freinds instead of just walking home. As i was standing ther talking about 17 people came and grabbed my shoulders, softly, but still. It kinda bugged me the first time, but gradually got more and more and MORE annoying. Finnaly Kristen comes up and grabs my shoulders and screams, awakening the monster in my head, so he can hammer away again, and before i know what im doing i sream so loud, the monster momentaraly stops and looks around, then goes back to work 10 times harder than before, "PEOPLE KEEP TOUCHING ME!!!!!!"

Just thinking about it makes my head hurt again.
OW ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow owow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow

Sadness Sauce

Yes. There is such a thing, and yes. I am drowning in it. So back off.
Now, on topic of why i am drowning in sadness sauce:

I dont see why everyone is always annoyed with me. I try really hard not to be annoying.
Here is a list of 10 things i do to try not to be annoying:

1. I (attempt to) control my spaztic mannerisms
2. I (attempt to) listen much as is needed
3. I (attempt to) be silent as much as is needed
4. I try to mold how i look, say things, and dress after people who are liked. (embarrasing, but entirely MUCH to true. i dont do it ALL the time though, or as much as i should...... the black is not after anyone.... just saying so none of thou shalt believe me unto the liking of a poser. FOUL RECREANT KNIGHTS!!!!)
5. I try not to be big headed to cover up my increadbly low self esteem
6. I am as nice as possible, even to those i do not enjoy the company of
7. I try to be not as needy as i really am
8. I try to supress my feelings as much as possible (meaning if i am sad, i skip around and smile. Angry? i skip around and smile. Happy? ummm..... thats hard seeing as i am rarely TRULY happy. its mostly a fake happy that i make myself believe that i am feeling. wow,)
9. I try not to express my thoughts/beliefs....... NOT GREAT AT THAT ONE. NOT AT ALL.
10. I try to............................................................. just not be annoying. thats it.

As one could see, i am not very good at doing the things on my list. Except the feelings part. That is much easier than one would think.

Gravey is cared about by no one. Gravey is all alone. Gravey is loved by no one, needed by no one, hated by all. Gravey sits in her corner and weeps. Gravey needs love, but I cant give it to her. Why? I ask myself. I look in there deep. And suddenly, I realize: I AM GRAVEY.

MELODRAMATIC MUCH?

yes. says i. yes.

is that really how you feel???

yes. says i. yes.

REALLY???

i already said i said yes didnt i??? wtf your an idiot.

sadness sauce. im drowning in it.

*yippee skippy*